Friday, October 31, 2008

Update

I spoke with my cousin Brenda via email this week, and we are moving along well in the donor screening process. Brenda is in Colordao- on Tuesday, she had some more blood tests, an EKG, and started a 24-hour urine collection. Which I have done several times, and it is less than a pleasant chore...
She is having a chest Xray & an ultrasound done this afternoon. The living donor coordinator told Brenda to give it about a week, and then call her to make sure the results are getting to Mayo.
After that, the rest of the testing must be done here at Mayo. They have told Brenda they are working on getting her set up to come to Mayo in about 4 weeks. So, we might possibly get to visit with her for the Thanksgiving holiday! We are all looking forward to getting to spend some time with her. I haven't seen Brenda since my cousin Molly's wedding. Which was... um... when was Molly's wedding? Was it really 4 years ago?? Time sure does fly.

I didn't have time to 'scare' up a costume for work this year. So, this is my ghetto costume. Guess who I am...
Happy Halloween to all!

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Thursday, October 23, 2008

My first riding lesson

As I mentioned, I have started learning to ride horses. Strictly for pleasure; no shows or anything (for now). All I know is that I love the animals & enjoy riding them! There's an awful lot to learn.

I've only had one lesson so far but I enjoyed it, and I only fell off once, haha.

No photos yet, but next Friday when I go back (I have a wedding rehearsal to attend this Friday) I will take some.

Amanda, who I am learning from, is my sister Michel's best friend. She has been on horses as long as she can remember. She said she doesn't really remember learning, so she is worried about giving me 'proper' instruction. But honestly, I just want to learn how to ride for my own enjoyment.

She lives out in Glen Saint Mary on a little over 2 acres & has two horses, Sage & Midnight. They are both very friendly, but they are 'spirited'. Sage is a 4-yr old gelding Quarter Horse, he is kind of a caramel color. He was rescued from a barn that got shut down here in Jax a few years ago because of animal cruelty. They rescued something like 50 horses. Sage looked awful when she got him; he has put on almost 200 lbs & is a beautiful animal, but he hasn't been worked with enough to make him very obedient or confident. He is actually somewhat of a fraidy cat when you take him off her property, because he simply doesn't know what alot of stuff is. He also was very neglected at the barn he was rescued from, and they hardly ever worked with him.

Midnight is a 14-year old Quarter horse mare. She has only had 2 owners- Amanda, and the lady she bought her from. She is all black with just a tiny spot of white between her eyes and her rear ankles. Amanda bought her from a friend who had raised horses her whole life, but wanted to sell Midnight because she had thrown the lady, fell on her & landed her in the hospital. (This is information that was given to em after I had been riding her for an hour!)
She is very friendly, but she just has her own ideas about what is going on & if she doesn't like your agenda, well that's too bad!

She warned me that her horses are not exactly good horses for a beginner.....

Midnight also does NOT like the saddle strapped too tightly. Every time we tried to tighten it, she would pooch her belly out & just stand there looking at us... we finally settled on it being a little lose instead of aggravating her, because it was my first time on her. I only planned on walking her slowly.

We rode around in the yard for at least an hour, just kind of getting the hang of some commands. She really was being good, so I asked Amanda if we could take them off the property for a walk.
Sage is kind of pokey; he is a bit lazy. But Midnight wants to move quickly everywhere. She gets impatient walking or standing. She had been behaving pretty well & listening to me- we were riding back to the house after walking around for a good hour or so, and since Sage was really dragging along, Amanda kind of took off ahead of me. Well Midnight did NOT want to be behind him (no one told me she prefers to be in the lead all the time!), and when he got ahead of her she took off. I just started riding, and all I know how to do on a horse right now is WALK!
The slightly not-tight saddle kind of rolled over to the right a little bit, which left me sort of half hanging off. I wasn't sure what to do & all I could picture was going underneath her feet, so instinctually (instead of falling under her), I leaned forward & grabbed on to her hair. Big mistake! Of course, to a horse that means "LET"S GO!" and that's exactly what she did. I felt her back feet come up off the ground as she started to gallop & I panicked, so I kicked my left foot out of the stirrup, and then pretty much jumped off. I hit the ground and kind of rolled; at some point I twisted my ankle pretty good. Not sure if I did that while bailing, or when I hit the ground. It's bruised and it's still sore, but it'll be fine! I had some other fun bruises appear over the course of this week, and my knee on my other leg has been hurting, but it feels much better now. I wanted to learn, and falling off is something I have to learn too.

I think Midnight thought I was stupid... As soon as she realized I wasn't with her anymore, she stopped & turned around. I think she was thinking, "why did you do that....?"

It's mostly my lack of experience that caused the fall. I really had to talk Amanda into leaving the yard, and then after my spill she felt really bad. We had actually turned around to head home at Amanda's suggestion a few minutes before the fall. Sage had seen some trash on the ground that scared him (I told you he is a chicken), and he was nervous, and Midnight was feeding off his agitation.

Amanda wants us to definitely stay in the ring next time. We are going to put Midnight on the lunge line, and I will ride her with Amanda walking with us, and we are going to practice going from walking to a trot and back to walking for awhile, so I get a better feel of both and how to control my own body when the horse is doing each. I think I just got excited & wanted to move too quickly. I've always wanted to do this, and being sick has kind of made me a little more brave- I know I am not knocking on death's door, but I figure I might as well do all the things I've wanted to do before I am physically unable to do them.

So, now I am in the market for some very simple & basic riding gear. I need some boots, jeans that are better for riding (no breeches yet- they are expensive!), possibly some half chaps, and definitely a helmet.

I've been tagged

My friend Mandi tagged me to do this post!

The challenge was:
Go to your folder of pictures on your computer. Open the 4th folder, and upload the 4the picture, then explain it.


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HAHAHAHA
OK so... This is from the Cinco de Mayo party the girls in my office had in '06. L to R: Susan, me, Meredith. Not alot of explanation needed other than it was a long night....

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Finally a little good news

Sorry for the delay in posting; things have been pretty busy both at work & home.

Good news- my cousin Brenda has passed the first step to being a donor. Her bloodwork matched & they confirmed she is the right type. I am not sure what if any other things they did in the initial bloodowork. Now she has alot of testing- things like xrays, EKGs, physical, etc. She can do about 80% of the next tests at her home (Colorado). The remaining tests will have to be done here at Mayo in Jax. So we are moving forward; its encouraging that we are actually getting somewhere instead of feeling like I am just sitting around getting sicker.

I had a follow-up with my rheumatologist last week and she took some blood samples. When she first saw me 6 months ago, there were some slight indicators of lupus or something similar, and even though she had pretty much ruled out lupus, she wanted to be sure that those things had cleared up (signs of inflammation in my body, which can be pregnancy-related, or lupus-related). She also checked some other things, including my creatanine (kidney function indicator).
When I saw my nephrologist 6 weeks ago, my creatanine was around 3.7 (I think), which means about 18% remaining kidney function. But, the bloodwork I did last week had my creatnine around 2.3. Which is slighty better! This is good news. For now, my kidneys are working a little better than they were 6 weeks ago. The longer they stay at the level they are at & don't get worse, the longer I don't have to have dialysis.



Oh, I also started to learn to ride horses. That is an adventure I will save for another post, because it is way past my bedtime.

Friday, October 17, 2008

More Muppet Fun

Here are a few more to keep you laughing. I love the Muppets!!!!






This one.... LOL!!! Watch each Muppet... they're all doing their own thing.


Habanera

I can't stop laughing!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Bicitra

I am now taking a medication called Bicitra. It is a clear liquid, I drink 2 tbsp. twice a day, diluted in water. It is because I have renal tubular acidosis, which basically means too much acid in my blood because my kidneys are not filtering it out. Bicitra, simply put, is baking soda for my blood. Keeping my acid levels down is very important in order to keep me off dialysis.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Renal_tubular_acidosis
http://www.mamashealth.com/kidney/rta.asp

Bicitra tries to fool you- you open the bottle & it's clear, seemingly innocuous and has a pleasant grape-flavored scent. Kind of like Dimetap. I like the taste of Dimetap, so I figured it wouldn't be so bad. Wrong! This stuff is seriously nasty. It's very salty-tasting, bitter, and it leaves a film in your mouth & on your lips.

So now, I have to drink this crap twice a day. I'd much rather start the day with coffee & end it with wine, but such is life.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Grandpa Reller

Sorry for my extended absence; things have been hectic at home. Rick's Grandpa Reller passed away Sunday night. He lived in Hendersonville, TN; Bruce & Beth (Rick's folks) go up there regularly to visit, usually every 4-6 weeks. Grandpa has been in poor health for several years now. He had a stroke awhile back, and he also had lung problems & had a really difficult time breathing, even with supplemental oxygen. He has been unable to travel for about 3 years.
Bruce & Beth were up there this past weekend for their regular visit, and Grandpa had an episode on Friday- my understanding is that they think he had another stroke. He had no physical strengh left, and then the 2 men tried to help him off the couch he collapsed. I was told he was in alot of pain, so they administered morphine. The ambulance was called, but Grandpa put up a fight. His wish has always been to stay home- which I totally understand. So, Hospice agreed to stay with him, and Grandpa was able to stay home.
I think he was just finally ready; finally done with being sick & in pain & unable to live any kind of quality life. He was 83 years old, I think. He passed peacefully, at home with all 7 of his children at his bedside.

We are leaving early Friday morning to drive up there, along with David & Mary (Rick's brother & his wife). The service will be on Saturday, followed by a big family party at Grandpa's house. Thats what he wanted. :) I told Rick, "You're having what the Irish folk call a wake".

Rick is doing OK for the most part. He is the oldest Reller grandchild, and has a lifetime of vivid memories of Grandpa. He is very sad, but I know he is glad Grandpa isn't suffering anymore. But we have had a pretty rough year. A year full of loss. Grandpa Reller, my Uncle Skip, and our beautiful daughter, all gone within 6 months.

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Rick & Erin at the Biltmore House, Christmas '09